Two slices please - with whipped cream


On Sunday, I spent about 3 1/2 hours, having lunch, dessert, casual conversation, a few laughs in a relaxing time with my ex-wife and kids.

Yes, with my ex-wife… And kids.

To say that my ex and I have under communicated in the past few years is an understatement. I can point a finger at her, but then 3 fingers point right back towards me, and the thumb… You know where that's been.

For those of you who missed the memo, I'm an alcoholic, and quite frankly I love it! In the past few months I have learned so much about myself, gained such serenity, calmness, comfort in my own skin, understanding, and so much more, it's been great. Humble pie never tasted so good.

Don't get me wrong, I know I have a lot of work to do to rebuild trust in relationships, only having been sober, not just dry… But truly sober for a little over 5 months, in every sense of the word. The way I look at it, I spent the last 3 decades, impeding my progress with alcohol, I'd like to spend the next 3 decades enhancing my progress without it.

In just a few short months, I've learned serenity, how to manage my expectations do not develop any anger in the first place, and how to truly listen, understand and care about others, and their feelings.

It's amazing how much more you can see and hear when you get your head out of your ass.

I just thought I'd share this little snippet of my life, it's all good. I'm focusing now on rebuilding wealth with a new opportunity I found last week…  But like everyone else, I'm just taking it all in, and dealing with living life... one day at a time. PF


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